Our first lives as a cell -- Sources

Source texts from the books by Jozef Rulof for the article ‘our first lives as a cell’.
By Ludo Vrebos, based on the books by Jozef Rulof.
These sources presume the prior reading of the article ‘our first lives as a cell’.

The first planet

At soul level the first planet is called the ‘spatial mother of the first cosmic grade of life’.
The human being on earth has given this planet another name, namely the ‘moon’.
However, there is a large difference between the current moon and the blossoming mother planet with much life like she was in the distant past.
All of this is explained in the article ‘moon’.

Our first cell

When the first planet after the cosmic splitting started to condense the spiritual energy, hazes appeared in the middle of this macrocosmic sphere:
But here in the middle – so you see here the size of the macrocosmic globe – but in this middle, in this middle new life comes.
Hazes come there, because the beginning of creation originated as a result of condensings, hazes which condensed themselves.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
Those hazes in the first planet condensed themselves into cells, as the clouds on earth now form raindrops.
Master Zelanus returned to this in thoughts during a conversation with his master Alcar, whereby he speaks about Jozef Rulof as ‘André’:
“Yes, indeed, my Master, that is possible.
I will go back in thought to the Earth.
I can see the wonderful blue for the universe, but change will come now.
What will happen now, my Master?
What I will experience now are the same laws as we were able to behold here for the first moment for the Moon as Mother and happened for the All-Mother.
Condensing now enters the universe, clouds form, André can experience this process every day and can therefore follow me.
An outburst comes, it is a thunderstorm, but those are processes of condensing, those clouds darken, there is rainfall.
The life condensed and divided itself here in this way, but now as an astral Divine life.
You can see a drop of rain as the human, but spiritual spark.
So for here Divine plasma, for the Earth and her universe condensed material as rain, as the human being on earth can experience that.
That is the process of condensing, my Master.”
“Precisely, we now see that these wonders of creation have not changed in anything, that we can still experience them in the sphere of Mother Earth.
Those laws of condensing were born here like that and got the independence.
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944
The cells were not all formed at the same time, the life centre of the first planet could not suddenly condense that spiritual energy.
During a lecture, master Zelanus drew the first cells on a board:
But here I drew the embryonic life.
Now we come to the moment that the first cells, the first embryo is ready and now we come to fatherhood and motherhood.
I will draw that embryo a bit bigger, then you can see it better.
It was like that.
This must become the human being; and this becomes the human being.
Those two cells as embryo live there in the middle of the moon.
And there are hundreds of thousands at a moment, aren’t there?
If there is first ...
If a drop of water falls, millions fall over a space.
That was of course in the beginning at that spot, that spot there, the heart of the moon as mother, the first giving birth here, that was of course not possible there, because that life centre could not condense that space at once.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
The condensing was possible by means of the heat from the first sun, which had begun with its own construction after the cosmic splitting and already radiated a weak sunlight:
And that power, my brothers, which therefore comes straight from the universe to the Moon life, now shines upon motherhood and is infallibly attuned to motherhood, is harmonic and calculated with regard to this human embryo.
If the Sun was more developed, so further than the Moon as Mother, then disharmonic laws would have been born here, but we were still not able to experience them.
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944
The first planet was still spiritual when the human soul absorbed a particle of that spiritual substance in order to begin its first life:
But the divine core lives on the moon, because the moon is the mother for the universe.
With the sun.
On the moon we people got our soul, our divine soul, by means of the planet; when she, the moon, was still an astral spiritual mother.
Because we absorbed a part of her life and by means of that the human existence began.
Questions and Answers Part 6, 1951
As a soul, we absorbed sufficiently in order to be able to reach reproduction, to reach ‘creating and giving birth’.
We absorb so much, that we can create and give birth, and then we reach the adult stage, that is the being adult in order to create.
Questions and Answers Part 3, 1952
The splitting of the individual souls only took place on the first planet.
The consecutive planets would indeed give their spiritual plasma to the soul, but a new soul was no longer necessary, that already came from the first planet:
The Moon created the soul for the whole of this universe, because she was able to divide herself, all her life got an independence.
So it can be experienced and established here that all the life in this universe received the inner life by means of the Moon as Mother.
But people on earth do not know that and they are revelations for the human being.
Every other planet created the organism, but by dividing herself the Moon as Mother gave the own ‘self’ to all millions of sparks!
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944

The first love

When the soul had almost brought the first little cell body to adulthood, it searched for its kind.
Master Zelanus compared this to the working of the All-Source.
The article ‘our basic powers’ explains this:
Now those cells ... at the moment that those cells are almost ripe, they come nearer and nearer, they touch each other for a moment.
They do not yet reach unity, they continue to play, and can pass each other again, gauge their lives, no, that is the soul that shows the process of giving birth, shows itself, so that it becomes close to working.
We now get, the very first ...
You must return for a moment, you must remember this, then you will see the tremendousness, the power, how wonderful the human cell is, but how wonderful the All-Source has also given all of this to the human part for itself.
This is the very first touch.
This is not directly going into that cell, into that heaven, into that temple, not directly but suddenly just like that in order to surprise that motherhood ...
How did the All-Source manifest itself?
First, the working came, but that working was still nothing, was still invisible.
And that very first working, that very first radiation, that very first revealing can also now be seen in this world, in this cell life.
That life passes by an other, the aura divides itself, and the aura grows.
It is sticking out the feelers for a moment.
The life is not yet ready.
No, that grade still has to come and when that grade is conscious, then the giving birth and creating follows and this life sucks itself tight.
Lectures Part 1, 1950
Two cells of equal power and age reached oneness:
And now we get (blackboard) the first touch, they come closer to each other, do you see?
And here, at once the contact comes to the same power; the same power, the same space, the same becoming conscious.
Those cells reach oneness, do you see?
They cling to each other, we said.
No, they suck onto each other, because one world has become, one feeling, one consciousness.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
They followed their driving force in order to give something of themselves to the other life:
Why did that cell have to go to that other life, why did that life float on and not interfere with anything?
No, that life would take one path, that life had to evolve and finally sought that other spark and multiplied itself.
That life connected to the other, it locked itself up as it were; it felt the urge to give something of itself.
That is the creation, that now lies within you and you can see that in nature – you will soon see that, later when we are that far – then you will see all of that again in nature.
But these are the Divine foundations!
That All-Source is present in that life, that force is really consciously inspired.
That life cannot escape that.
Lectures Part 1, 1950
The cells were now ready for their first kiss:
We will therefore now as human beings, as embryonic life experience our first love, our first kiss, our first being one as an embryonic existence; and that is this. (blackboard)
This cell – you must listen carefully – and this cell possesses all the character traits of God and they give this off.
And now a new core comes here, between these two lives.
Can you see that luminous point?
That is the new core, therefore that is the new birth.
That cell gave life, gave soul, gave spirit to that cell, and this cell gave the same laws, becoming conscious and personality to the other cell.
Clear?
You still do that: when you fertilize the mother, creating power, as a human being, then you give the mother so much.
But the mother also has the possibility, and gives her personality, gives the fertilization, opens the temple and the egg accepts the creation.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
The merging together took a while:
Now these cells are one and this took a while.
That melting together has come ... has come for the earth from the fertilization to the final stage, which is therefore the birth.
They were also ages, which did not just happen at once, because this life grew together – do you see? – this grew onto each other.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
Both cells split something from their own life and gave that to each other, as a result of which a new life originated from these two sources:
This cell from that moon, that moon life, that astral sphere, Divine plasma, gets to see and experience an own independence and surrenders itself: new life comes, a separation comes as a result of that cell, that one cell gives off something, the other cell too and now we get new life from two sources, originating from two sources.
Lectures Part 1, 1950
On earth, we call that father and mother:
One cell receives the life of the other, both are of one power and becoming conscious.
For the earth they are: the father and mother.
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944
However, on earth everything has condensed a million-fold:
This cell is therefore a millions times more rarefied.
If I may make a comparison with the present stage as attunement to God, you will feel and you will know that the human sperm is condensed a million times and possesses an unprecedented conscious for the Divine laws of revelation, fatherhood and motherhood.
Masks and Men, 1948
As a result of the splitting, the cells experienced the utmost moment of giving birth and creating:
When the first cells therefore, when those first separations – they were separations, you feel, because this life received becoming conscious – when that life began, that cell had to and would, when that cell had experienced the consciousness of that law, therefore giving birth, the ultimate moment, then that cell would experience the same as what happened in that macrocosmos, wouldn’t it?
Because from that source that cell was born and that cell has light, is life, is soul, is spirit, is father, is mother.
Therefore we now get to see the microcosmos, the embryonic existence for the human being in the waters.
That cell has everything.
This point, this little point, this cell possesses everything of the All-Source.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
The first rarefied cells just split a very small part of themselves.
A little part of this life separated itself for the other one and now those two cells tore apart.
Lectures Part 1, 1950

The first children

First, the two splittings were attached to each other.
They started to grow and then split themselves into two separate cells:
And then - you know that now - then that one cell divided, then two cells came together, because fatherhood and motherhood are in that cell, and then those cells went, whoosh, next to each other like that and clung to each other, that took a while, that closed itself together like that, and then that had reached maturity, and then that became free; and then there was one new cell here.
By means of that life and this.
And then that started to grow, then we passed over - do you feel? - then the dying for the first cell came; and then these were our children, but they were still together.
And what happened now?
They started to grow and separated, that from you and that from me.
That separated, and they were two cells, from you and from me.
Questions and Answers Part 3, 1952
They only split themselves after a growth process, in the way that the child on earth is now born after the pregnancy:
The final stage came, that separation divided itself again, exactly as the child also – after the process of growth in the mother – calmly churns in the mother and says: “Open the door, I want to be born, I am ready.”
And then you get the first crowing of the new life and there it was a sigh.
Lectures Part 1, 1950
After the splitting of the embryo, two children were then born from the first two cells:
From those first two cells two children are therefore now born, these are the new cells.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
When the children cells had grown and wanted to pass on to reproduction, they lacked a number of grams of feeling in order to be able to split themselves:
And now we get – they are now adult – and now we get to see that these cells will also condense themselves.
And what comes now?
These cells, these two cells now lack something, can you feel this?
They lack so many grams of feeling as independence, which that father and that mother, those first cells possess under the own power.
So that becomes the human being, and that is enough in order to become a human being soon.
But that cell, that life now comes together and that condensed itself – you must listen carefully – and will now create and give birth.
And creating and giving birth is the returning to the beginning of creation.
Lectures Part 2, 1951

The first death

After the reproduction, the cells still continued to live:
My sisters and brothers, those cells dissolve because the life – the first death, this is the first life, but now that life has been completed – that still lives here, becomes free.
That life continues, that life dissolves, and now you get that wandering round, that living to an end of cell.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
In the first life, the time after the creation deed was very brief:
Good ... we live for a moment on the moon.
In those first grades that were a millionth part of a second and then we had already expanded, we had already died, lived it up.
There those laws emerged, but because we had got more consciousness, that process of continuing to live lasts a bit longer.
We fly through the waters; we felt it, finally!
We completed our deed of creation, nothing more can happen to us, we continue.
Lectures Part 1, 1950
This time after the reproduction expanded itself:
Because this cell life gave itself, it lost this material existence, but this life also grows and will expand itself.
So that means that this same spark will soon also possess life, so will live on for a time.
The child of Mother Earth knows this growth, doesn’t it, that being continues to live after the creation, in order to die soon anyway, which is not dying and is revealed to us here.
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944
The first life was completed in this way:
Death is now the completion of that life.
The death for the embryo and later as human being on earth, wants to be awakening and nothing else.”
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944
After the death the soul processed its experience:
The first death, that was the experiencing, the giving of creating power and the principle of giving birth.
When that had happened, when that was over, that cell sunk back into nothing; no, to the previous, in order to prepare itself for the new stage, no more was necessary.
Everything which that life got there was experience.
Lectures Part 1, 1950
Because the souls experienced the reproduction and then withdrew themselves from the cell body, they were not faced with a dead point:
These both cells therefore carried out one task, they divided themselves, but by means of which they will begin with a new life.
If they had not been able to do this, then it would already be established here that this would be the end for this existence, and we would have had to accept a standstill, but we go further, we enter the astral world in order to prepare ourselves for the following birth.
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944
Dying was necessary in order to be able to be born again:
If, during the first stage, death had not occurred after fertilization, the end would have come already there and life would have been deprived of birth.
Is it now clear to you, André, that death is a necessity and that it means birth?’
The Origin of the Universe, 1939
The death is the experiencing of the end of a life grade:
Every star, each planet, flower and plant life, water and breathe of life, are evolving, but by means of death, because dying is nothing else but evolution.
It is experiencing the end of a grade of life.
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 1, 1944

The world of the unconscious

After their death, the first cells entered the world of the unconscious:
The second foundation is that (the inner life of) the cell was able to release itself, enters the world of the unconscious and rests there; but sinks back to the nothing, to the everything, to the previous stage, the All-Source.
Therefore that cell comes back into the source, as a result of which and from where that cell began life.
Lectures Part 1, 1950
There was still no conscious hereafter here, because these souls had still not reached that conscious stage:
The moon begins; cell life really comes about and that cell life experiences a final stage, which is then for you on earth as a human being, the death, which is not there.
That inner life of that cell comes into the world of the unconscious, a world that cannot be conscious, because this cell life has to accept a reproduction process.
That cell life has to experience an evolution in order to bring itself to the human stage. Those are foundations!
There is still no conscious astral world; we only get to know it later.
Lectures Part 1, 1950
It is only when the soul as human being has experienced its cycle for the earth that it will enter there in the conscious hereafter:
“That’s it, my brothers, by means of which we can already establish here that a spiritual-astral world was created.
That the soul must one day experience that astral world.
That she as a human being has reached that conscious grade of life one day.
That world now for the embryonic life is now the world for reincarnation.
We call that world, so in our conscious existence, the World of the Unconscious.
That means that the soul has returned in order to pass on, which is the preparing for the following life.
If we now enter the sphere of the earth, we now connect with the laws which the human being must experience on earth, then this possibility has not changed in any way, and means that the human being will also return to the World of the Unconscious in order to prepare itself for the following birth, but we also know that we possess the conscious hereafter.
And that is the becoming free from Mother Earth, now the soul as human being has completed her cycle for the earth.
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944
If we have still not completed our cycle for the earth, after our life on earth we go to the same world of the unconscious as the first souls on the moon:
So that world of the reincarnation is as deep as all the planets which you have experienced, and solar systems which originated for this universe.
You go back, that world is so deep that you go back to the very first moment. If you come there in that moment of your very first embryonic life on the moon, if you come even further there, still become rarefied, you go back.
Questions and Answers Part 5, 1950

The first reincarnation

In order to be able to begin a new life as cell, the first souls had to leave their adult stage and adapt themselves to a smaller cell as begin stage.
Also on earth the same applies for the human soul which reincarnates:
And now we say, now we write in ‘The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof’, we do not yet write it in ‘A View into the Hereafter’, but we did in ‘The Origin of the Universe’: that soul, that core returned to the embryonic life.
But why?
Why?
How can that soul which therefore, just say, possesses a space, a spark, but that spark is still spacious in comparison to the contact for the birth – can you feel what I mean?
How can that soul now ...
I will show you the working of soul, spirit, material, space and everything – how can that soul now withdraw itself?
Does that happen of its own accord?
What happens now?
Is there a oneness?
Which powers take that soul back to the embryonic?
Because that soul was adult, for that matter, wasn’t it?
This is there, that was here, this is an adult stage and now that soul is adult in that space and must return to the birth.
Because if that soul wants, those first two souls, if they want to return, they must return at that attunement.
And does the soul not begin in you, in the mother, for this time, for the present stage again as an embryonic stage in the mother?
You see, nothing has changed about those laws, and those explanations in the universe, for they are Divine laws.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
The first souls waited in the world of the unconscious in order to reincarnate:
The first cells die now, enter the astral world and wait there, until their created life is adult, in order to be attracted by that life and the second stage as the reincarnation can begin.
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944
When the children cells had reached adulthood and passed on to reproduction, they needed their parents in order to reach the full hundred percent for giving birth and creating:
Those cells, children, have the same powers and laws, the same feeling as the All-Source possesses.
And the new life must give birth and create, must represent those same laws, must experience that same working.
And that grows; those lives reach unity.
But what happens now?
It is this, and this is the moment for the Divine creation.
If you feel this properly then you have the Divine creations under your heart.
This is the moment of essential importance, of Divine feeling and thinking, now everything revolves around this, around this moment ...
When God, now listen carefully, when the All-Source happened at a hundred percent ...
You must accept that, because the birth happened at a hundred percent, a Divine law which is experienced at a hundred percent, that is the final stage.
A hundred percent, which is an earthly word, but that law has been rendered.
That is what we call a grade, and you will see that in the creations, a grade of consciousness.
Therefore this embryonic final consciousness begins to create and bear in a second stage, in a new life, for something new, for a new evolution.
And because this must now happen at a hundred percent, it is then not obvious that that other core, which has been released in that previous stage of a moment ago, must also experience in order to bring this about, or the creation would now miss something and this independence would not possess the complete source for itself.
Is that clear?
Now remember this.
What must now happen?
That soul, those first two souls, those particles from that first stage, that first life, which therefore had to accept, had to experience that evolution – we will just say that death, that material death – they come back now.
They have to come back here and now the life is sucked in, attracted.
You see, there is no disturbance, but remember this.
There is no disturbance, that soul must return and must connect itself with that which was left behind by this life in the material world.
Lectures Part 1, 1950
The parents returned to their children, because that was their own soul, their own spirit, their own splitting:
Now that those two cells are adult – now remember this well: they reach adulthood – and the working is present, those other two cells come of course from the space, back to the earth, back to that moon and must be attracted by the dominating part of this cell.
Do you understand this?
So those first two cells return into that first, of which they were a part.
They are their lives.
They are their heart, they are their spirit, they are still not light, but they are material of their blood.
Do you understand this?
So they must return, if that creation takes place at a hundred per cent, because they belong with these.
Is it clear now?
They belong with those two sparks; or if they cannot do that, if that unity does not happen, then they cannot return to the earth, to the moon, and those sparks do not get any giving birth and any creation; they lack something.
And you cannot give birth to a child, mother, at half power.
Those two beings come back – now it comes – they are one.
But at the moment that those cells reach working and almost shading each other – that is a law, you see, that giving birth must happen, that creating power is there, that inspiration, that driving force – the cell must only be adult, and then that tension, that inspiration, this oneness, this fatherhood and motherhood takes place.
That is the Divine law for giving birth and the creation.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
When the first souls descended into the embryo of their children cells, the first reincarnation took place:
So those souls now return, as those cells develop, they return and have to return because that creation continues and that consciousness is present.
So those cells come precisely – where? – where that separation was given.
So they both arrive in those cells and now that touch comes.
Those two children are already together, but they still do not reach creation and giving birth, they must first be adult.
And now those sparks are adult and now that soul descends, those first two souls descend into this.
And when the first touch comes, then this temple closes itself and then the second birth, the reincarnation has began.
You now still experience that, and that is therefore for the human being.
This is the reincarnation, this is the birth, so this is therefore fatherhood and motherhood which is happening here.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
The embryo of the children cells consisted of two parts, because each child cell gave a part of itself.
When the embryo had grown, it could split itself again into the two parts from which it was composed:
“Now they will divide themselves, now we get that from that division.
So this one is still here, and that is still here (blackboard).
So what we give each other that becomes a cell.
Now you get the dying process of those first two cells, that is the first human ego.
That is also there, it must also divide itself, it divides itself.
That part of her and of him – or of two hers, it does not matter, we still do not have any independent fatherhood and motherhood – that divides itself, because those parts, those two parts release themselves, that becomes a cell.
And because there are two separations, that cell can divide itself and now you get this, do you see?
You get this, after a time.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
As a result, finally two cells came from the children cells again, and the reincarnated souls could begin their second independent life:
But do you understand that there are two sparks, two souls from that one separation? – that was not one separation, they were two.
That grew together, but separated itself again, divided itself and now we see those two sparks, two embryos.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
On earth, that can be compared with a twin:
If you give the mother your creation at this moment, what happens now?
From one cell two can be born, can’t they, they can be twins, but a new life comes.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
The children cells had also completed their life by means of the reproduction and could then die:
Now these two lives divide again.
They have to divide themselves, they give something of themselves; this comes out, therefore a new life.
They go away, don’t they, they also die.
Those are the children who die now; are they not?
Lectures Part 2, 1951
The souls of those children cells entered the world of the unconscious and reincarnated later in the embryo of their children:
Those first ones are now there again; so the children now live in the world of the unconscious, the world of reincarnation.
Clear?
And they will soon be attracted again by them and then they will get their second life, this one, or their second death.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
In this way, all these souls ensured their own reincarnation because they gave birth to children who passed on again to reproduction in their turn, as a result of which a body came to reincarnate in:
Fine, so we get seven here ... we keep getting death and life to experience here.
Can you now form a picture?
So dying once again, we go back to the astral, spiritual world, the world of the unconscious, the world for reincarnation.
We are attracted by the child which we created – they are our children, aren’t they– it only means that I have a soul, a body in order to return and also that other cell.
So we gave something of ourselves in order to also be able to return to the material moon, to that source, which must still be materialized.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
By giving birth, the souls ensured that they could also later be attracted again:
We are attracted because we give birth.
If we do not give birth now, can I then, can you then be attracted to the new life?
Is that possible?
Lectures Part 2, 1951
In this way, the soul created its reincarnation itself:
“That’s it, my brothers, that is the essential happening for the soul.
After all, we gave birth and created new life together.
That law now, so this being one, gives us the opportunity in order to continue our own existence later in the material life.
The Divine ALL now wants us to analyse these laws clearly, so that the academic of the earth cannot hide behind his questions again, we must clearly analyse for the University of Christ, that the human being created his reincarnation, his going further himself.
We must establish that there must be reincarnation, or the life, which we already followed, would already be at a standstill here.
The life now, which was born by means of our being one, our own dividing, will have to elevate us, because we belong to that life.
It is therefore our grade of life, and no other, which must elevate us at the moment of dividing, because we belong to that core, that stage.
And that is now the reincarnation, which has already become an independence here and the soul as human being, was already placed in the hands of the human being, for here the embryonic stage, for the Moon.
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944

Motherhood and fatherhood

Every cell was still both father and mother in the beginning:
But we will stick with these first two cells.
And this is now, my sisters and brothers, still unconscious fatherhood and motherhood.
Do you feel this?
This is fatherhood and motherhood, very certainly, but who is now father and mother?
They are both; do you understand this?
They are both!
Lectures Part 2, 1951
First the cell only experienced a splitting, a reproduction process:
One source is not yet creatively conscious, the other is still not either, but only just a division has been born, a reproduction process.
And you see it, that cell now essentially possesses everything which the space also got to know, as a result of which that space originated, as a result of which we saw God as light.
That cell now ... as a result of that touch, these two cells gave something of that own life.
Lectures Part 1, 1950
Also with the cosmic splitting there was still no separate motherhood and fatherhood:
“What I feel, my Master, is that these cells only possess the life in the first stage and that fatherhood and motherhood still have to awaken.
I do not feel and see it differently.”
“That is correct, my brother, because those laws of life still have to be born.
But by what means, Master Zelanus, can only just the life be felt now?”
“Your question connects me to the space, the universe.
You connect me to the moment that this universe ripped apart and God would divide himself, so that means that also the Moon still had to begin with her task, there was still no question of paternal or maternal consciousness.”
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944
Motherhood and fatherhood became independences by means of a process which lasted seven eras:
But that happens five, six, seven times.
That continues until the millionth stage, sir, my friend.
But in these grades, in these first seven grades ...
Now we get seven grades of development, these two cells got to experience seven ages as father and mother.
But meanwhile they come between the third and fourth grade, and that was for the All-Source ...
That is difficult now, do you see?
You have to sit down at home for that and take the books in your hands.
That is difficult now, because now I must return from this first stage, the third and the fourth grade for the new birth, I must return to the All-Mother, how the All-Mother condensed herself – and then we follow those stages and I see them again in this – if I want to explain the working to you and the possibility where fatherhood was able to free itself from motherhood and motherhood became an independence and fatherhood too.
And that is difficult now, I need ten lectures for that, only for that little moment.
Ten lectures, twenty lectures about that moment, how fatherhood separated itself from motherhood, how fatherhood became an independence.
Do you understand what an independence is?
There is someone sitting there, for example, a human being is sitting there, a father, and that has become the creating independence for God and that is the maternal independence.
Just look in nature, everything got to experience a space, a soul, a spirit, but also a world, a sphere and an independence.
That is your own possession.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
After seven lives, the soul got hold of the conscious fatherhood and motherhood:
When we had experienced fatherhood and motherhood, so after having completed seven lives for the division, these Divine character traits emerged and we brought the inner, so Divine light, to awakening.
Seven lives, I say and we see, we experienced before we got hold of the conscious fatherhood and motherhood as that independence.
After having experienced fatherhood and motherhood, we got more space, more consciousness, our life lasted a bit longer and that time was only in order to become inwardly conscious.
Our life is growing.
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 5, 1944
In the seventh grade one cell was consciously mother and the other cell consciously father:
Then you see that new light comes from the giving birth, so the paternal power continues to create.
And that is the new transition and this life also experiences that and already awakens the fatherhood and the motherhood of those two cells for the independence as mother.
So, in the seventh grade, one cell is consciously mother and the other cell consciously father, because it also happened in the universe.
Lectures Part 2, 1951

Twin souls

Twin souls are two independent parts of one whole:
(Hall:) “But they are two lives which are born, aren’t they?
But two souls come ... (inaudible)?”
Good, good question.
Good, that is attached to this.
Look, I already want to begin about that.
Now this is, now we know: God is light, you all remember that, don’t you?
So those cells have Divine character traits, but are twin souls here, twins, two parts as an independence as soul and as spirit and we now call that the twin souls.
That means: he, one spark gave something of the life, she also and new life came from that, so the human being created his own soul.
It is the part by which we experienced the oneness, no one can never ever give that to you again in the universe, because here we belong to the Divine division.
Can you feel this?
This is still Divine conscious creating and giving birth.
This happens from the immediate Divine, All-Mother thinking, feeling and consciousness.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
One twin soul was not further in this than the other:
If I follow these lives for a moment, my Master, this seeing and experiencing comes to me from the All, then I see ourselves as twin souls, the laws of which we will later get to know.
Those are therefore souls of one grade of life, they are like one life, from one feeling and consciousness.
One spark is not further than the other one now, because that is not possible, they form and represent this oneness!
But both experienced their ‘death’, their going further, the entering of the World of the Unconscious and prepare themselves there in order to return and to continue the material life, by means of which we now see the seven grades of life before us.
So this stage means that these sparks experience the first life.
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944
From those millions of cells only one soul reached my life:
What do we get now?
Two souls originated from this; you know, there are millions of them, but we will hold onto these two souls, that is the new life.
And they also reach expansion, awakening and live here with millions of cells together.
These souls, these two sparks, embryos, reach adulthood.
Clear?
Can you see it?
When they reach the adult stage, they have to do it themselves what these ones, (blackboard) what father and mother were able to do: to give birth and to create.
Now these two come here and live here until ...
You say now on earth – because I can immediately jump back now to your stage – and you ask: “Why does my wife not wish to accept me and my husband not wish to accept me?
Why do I have a sourpuss like that and why do I have such a lightning rod and why does she offend me and why does she hit me and snarl at me?”
Those are the character traits.
“Is that soul with me?
Does that life belong to me?
What are the grades of marriage?
Was that life really given to me by God?
That comes now, that is born on the moon in the embryonic stage.
You should listen carefully: these two cells are connected here and surrounded by millions, aren’t they?
But which cell of those other ones have experienced that inner, Divine, spiritual touch?
That is that one, it comes out, because I will experience the touch, I will experience the creating with the soul, with the spark, which was born from me.
Do you understand this?
Therefore, from those millions of cells, only one comes to my life, because my father and my mother have already laid my foundations for that being one.
That is infallible, that is an infallible law for the soul, for the spirit.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
Twin souls were in harmony with each other, until they began to think humanly:
Here the cells gives birth for itself and the other life which enjoys this oneness with her, and both that Divine evolution and division takes place.
Those are now twin souls, lives of one grade and consciousness, they go further, they remain in harmony, until they begin to think humanly and begin with that destruction, by means of which all those thousands of disharmonic states originated, where the child of the earth now stands before and got to experience.
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944
When we connected ourselves with another soul than our twin soul, we entered the human chaos:
But here the human cell is dominating.
We therefore have the first death, the second birth, we received the independence for the death, didn’t we?
The death is now, the adult stage is now nothing else than giving birth and creating.
We received the twin souls here, do you see?
Here you get the separation of the life, so when the human being speaks about twin souls, that is: where does my life live now – therefore for the earth – as my wife or my husband?
That part of myself, which I have given for always and eternity and eternally by means of my life, my soul, my spirit, my love, where does this life live now?
And if the human being now on earth had not began with disharmony – do you feel this? – then there would only have been paradise-like happiness in society.
But from the jungle, when we started to think humanly, we interfered with another life, another grade of life, one of those millions of sparks there.
And we thought that life was nice and beautiful, we reached oneness and then I gave away some of my independence, my Divine self to another grade.
Because that life is from me, I gave that, I built that up as a result of the birth, as a result of reincarnation.
We began together with the first division.
How can you give and split yourself to everyone?
You feel, you now already enter the human, social chaos.
Lectures Part 2, 1951
But our twin soul will return to us one day:
And that part, a five percent, gave you another spark on the moon, in that first beginning.
And that part will come back to you one day.
And then that part will possess: character, feeling, for art and sciences, it does not matter, but then you will still have the personality.
Then you have ...
And there in that depth, in that subconscious, even deeper, there is the source which has everything, your part now lives in there.
And people therefore call that twin soul, twin life.
You gave a spark of your life, and you get that back.
You gave it to that other people, and that spark gave it to you, and by means of this new life, a new spark came.
Questions and Answers Part 6, 1951
Twin souls originated from one source:
But on the moon, we dealt with that a moment ago, we were division and division, divine core as embryo, and gave one life to the other one.
And from that giving of mine and from yours new lives originated.
And that is now that actual core which belongs to me and to you, by means of which we became father and mother.
They are now those twin states.
Can you say twin souls?
Yes, souls originated from one source, from one cell.
From two cells, they came together, because they wanted to condense themselves, then we gave something, something else, and that became a new ... that separated, and that was one cell, and that ripped apart, divided, so that was a part of me and a part of you, that was my birth and your birth again, which attracted us again.
Questions and Answers Part 3, 1952

From embryonic to cosmic consciousness

On the first planet our consciousness was still embryonic:
Can you now already accept that this spark of God, so born by means of the ‘All-Mother’, who has already received an independence here, for which purpose you live as a human being, has received everything from the ‘All-Source’, in order to represent that ‘Source’?
Where did the human ‘will’ originate?
Here, on the Moon!
The personality was also born here, but as an embryonic consciousness, so not on Earth!
The Cosmology of Jozef Rulof Part 2, 1944